GINGER: WHAT ABOUT HOW LONG I NEED TO SPEND?
WHEN I SIT DOWN, DO I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD HOUR FREE
OR CAN I START SMALLER? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
JOYCE: WELL, I'M REALLY GLAD YOU ASKED THAT QUESTION
BECAUSE IT KIND OF HAS A TWO-FOLD ANSWER.
YOU KNOW, I THINK IN THE BEGINNING, IF SOMEBODY HAS NEVER
STUDIED, THEY PROBABLY ARE GONNA HAVE TO HAVE
SOME KIND OF DISCIPLINARY GUIDELINE.
YOU MIGHT WANT TO SAY, "I'M GONNA START WITH 15 MINUTES"
OR "I'D LIKE TO EVENTUALLY GET UP TO STUDYING AN HOUR A DAY
BUT I'VE NEVER STUDIED AT ALL SO--"
I MEAN, UNLESS THERE'S A SPECIAL GIFT OF GOD ON YOU
TO JUST START STUDYING,
THEN YOU NEED TO JUST START WITH 15 MINUTES A DAY
OR START WITH PRAYING, YOU KNOW, JUST KEEP IT SIMPLE.
START BY JUST TALKING TO GOD IN THE MORNING.
BUT EVENTUALLY WHERE I WOULD LIKE TO SEE PEOPLE GET TO
IS WHERE THEY DON'T COUNT HOW LONG THEY STUDY,
THEY DON'T COUNT HOW LONG THEY PRAY.
I DON'T COUNT HOW LONG I DO ANYTHING ANYMORE
BECAUSE AFTER A NUMBER OF YEARS,
I GOT REPRIMANDED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT FOR IT
THAT I DON'T NEED TO COUNT.
BECAUSE SOMETIMES WHEN WE COUNT,
"I STUDIED AN HOUR AND I READ THIS AND SO MANY CHAPTERS."
WE CAN ALMOST GET INTO A PRIDEFUL,
WHERE WE LIKE TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT OURSELVES
AND WE CAN GET AWAY FROM EVEN DOING IT
FOR THE RIGHT MOTIVATION.
SO I LIKE TO SAY I STUDY 'TIL I'M FULL--
JUST LIKE WHEN I SIT DOWN TO EAT A MEAL, I EAT 'TIL I'M FULL.
AND WHEN I PRAY, I PRAY 'TIL I FEEL LIKE I'M FINISHED.
AND WHEN I STUDY, I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT,
I CAN JUST TELL WHEN I'M FINISHED.
AND SO I DON'T WANT TO SOUND OVERLY SPIRITUAL.
WHAT ABOUT YOU, WHAT DO YOU DO?
GINGER: YOU KNOW, I FIND THAT IT REALLY DEPENDS
ON THE SEASON THAT I'M IN.
AND I THINK A LOT OF US WHO'VE BEEN STUDYING THE BIBLE
FOR YEARS AND YEARS,
DO SEE KIND OF EBBS AND FLOWS IN NOT ONLY THE TIME WE SPEND
WITH GOD, BUT EVEN WHAT WE GET OUT OF IT,
WHICH IS NOT GOD CHANGING, IT'S US CHANGING.
JOYCE: WE HAVE WHAT THEY CALL DRY SEASONS WHERE
YOU JUST--YOU'RE HAVING TO DO IT MORE STRICTLY JUST BY FAITH
THAN WHAT YOU'RE GETTING OUT OF IT.
GINGER, A LOT OF PEOPLE READ THE BIBLE THROUGH
EVERY YEAR AND, YOU KNOW, I THINK THAT'S AWESOME
IF THAT'S THE WAY GOD LEADS A PERSON.
IT HASN'T WORKED FOR ME SIMPLY BECAUSE I'M A TEACHER
AND SO--AND I PROBABLY SHOULDN'T SAY IT LIKE THAT
BECAUSE THERE'S PROBABLY A LOT OF TEACHERS
THAT DO READ THE BIBLE THROUGH EVERY YEAR.
MAYBE IT'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, I DON'T KNOW,
BUT I GET IN HERE AND I FIND, YOU KNOW, "DON'T BE ANGRY,"
AND THEN I'M LIKE, "OH, YEAH, HOW COULD I TEACH PEOPLE
NOT TO BE ANGRY?"
SO RIGHT AWAY I'M WANTING TO DIG THAT OUT
AND I'M RUNNING ALL OVER THE PLACE
LOOKING UP THE WORD "ANGER" AND READING DEFINITIONS
AND MAKING A MESSAGE.
SO I HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF A DIFFERENT SITUATION.
I JUST REALLY WANT TO RECOMMEND THAT PEOPLE FIND
WHAT'S GOOD FOR THEM.
THERE'S LOTS OF GOOD BIBLE STUDY COURSES THAT
WILL TAKE YOU THROUGH CERTAIN CHAPTERS EVERY DAY
AND THEY WANT YOU TO DO IS CERTAIN AMOUNT EVERY DAY
AND I'M NOT AGAINST THAT AT ALL.
THAT'S A GREAT PLACE TO START AND IT MAY BE A
GREAT PLACE FOR SOME PEOPLE TO FINISH,
BUT I ALSO WANT PEOPLE TO
KNOW THAT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE A LEGALISTIC BONDAGE WHERE THEY
HAVE TO DO A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SOMETHING EVERY DAY OTHERWISE
THEY GOTTA GO FEEL GUILTY.
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